90 Miles an Hour

I haven’t written in a few days because I’m a little overwhelmed to really know what to write about. Work, home, family, new business, church…all of it is moving at 90 miles an hour and I’m going just as fast with it to keep up. Not that I really mind all the action. I seem to do much better in a high stress environment than in a normal one, the bad part is when things calm down. This is when I find out how exhausted I am and completely fall apart. Hopefully me knowing that about myself this time will help and I can be proactive.

I can’t sleep these days. I physically am so exhausted when I get home from work I don’t want to move; everything hurts. That’s because of the weather. The fibromyalgia has been kicking my butt and being so busy I haven’t let my body catch up. This could get scary because once it does I tend to pass out a lot. It’s like having a battery installed. It needs to recharge or I just quit working. I don’t plan on doing much tomorrow besides cleaning the house and playing with Nathan. Hopefully, that will allow some relaxing time.

The lia sohia stuff is very exciting but also overwhelming. If I had thought this through I would have waited a month. See, Mike is going to boat shows and I’m still going to North Carolina for training once a month. Now I’ve added in a home business. Talk about over doing it. I should have waited but now I have no choice. Once I qualify as an advisor I’m going to take it down a notch and regroup. I'm almost tempted to stop teaching Sunday school just to get something off my plate. I like doing it though and it keeps me connected to church. It's not something I should stop. 

I sometimes forget I have limitations and I tend to really overdo things about once a year. I like being busy and on overdrive. It’s almost a high from being so overwhelmed but I cannot physically handle the stress. It just almost kills me. One day I’ll learn and it won’t be too late before I go “oh yeah, crap!”