What's the one thing you're most neurotic about?
I hate being late to anything. I hate even almost being late. It's to the point where I'm normally 30 minutes early for things. That annoys people almost as much as being late. I can't help it though. If I know something is coming up that's out of the norm for the day I'll think about it even the day before to the point where I'm obsessing over it. I think about what I'm going to wear. I think about how I'm going to get there. I think about what time I should leave. I think about what route I should take.
This all sounds very normal until you realize I'm thinking about these things over and over again until the event happens. I think this is why I like doing things at MY house. I don't have to worry about being late at my house. Instead I worry about all the other people being late. Seriously, if you're not to my house on time and you said you were coming I will worry like your 90 year old grandmother.
Luckily I know all this about myself and I don't let too many people onto the fact that I obsess over it so much. I'm not sure if anyone really knows the severity of it all.
Except now, for all of you.
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